In you

I will really miss Haifa.... so much
All the trees, the nature, the streets, the stores, the life, my love, the one and only
I will miss you eternally... If I leave today
If I leave today, I will cry your roses, the ones that you gave me twice.
If I leave today I won't have your hugs, your kisses, your scent, your passion, your whole, your entire and most pure love I have ever felt.
If I leave today I would be half relieved I dont have to do any effort to get what I want.. what I need, half miserable too, because you are gone.
I remember when I was there and you were here, .. I remember feeling lonely, feeling that someone was missing.. my love was missing,
I have dreamt you so many times and now I am leaving.
It is an excrutiating pain to leave, going there.
But it hurts me if I stay, whereas I die if I leave..
I wanna live in you.